好想去我们都一直想去的地方...

都一直没有机会去

我们曾经说好的...

对不起，因为我的自私...

saturday

二零一二年二月十八日 结束

真的很舍不得

再见了！

Complicated feeling

Today i had some argument with him,

ya, i know u guys will said today was his birthday,

why?

and even if want to argue, why cant wait until tomorrow?

i know that 沉默是金...

But...it s already reached my limitation..

& i had done a bad thing,

even the church ppl celebrated birthday with him,

i didnt go,

ya, i very bad, i know...

after studying half of the long chapter...

a lot of plan didnt carried out, just everything telan into my stomach..

today i saw st thomas youth performance from facebook,

it was so creative,

and i m sure it needs alot of hard work and time~~

I really hoped that i had the chance to watch it,

i mean in live~~!! =)

today i still in a moody mode, cant even concentrate and focus on studies...

There s a long way to go,

I m just scared that i could not finished them in time...

*cough cough*

Dear immune system,

pls be stronger and fight with the mr cough's soldier..

I trust u~!

My PresentsSS….^^

This year

I received all my presents before my birthday… and all of them are quite expensive…>.<

I received a new white ASUS netbook from my parents…

It cost about RM1119 and it is the 3^rd most expensive present I received from my dad..

First is piano, followed by cello then a netbook.

He told me that if really need to use it then buy one, don’t wait until next time to buy….

Actually I ever thought of buying laptop, but after what I heard my mum said and think after few days, I just decided to buy a netbook.

My mum told me that now buy netbook 1^st, next time after graduate and work, and really need it, then just buy a laptop… Furthermore, everytime I carry Alex’s laptop, I feel very heavy and hard to carry.

31 October 2010, Sunday.

My cousin who working in KL and alex brought me go to lowyat and chose for my netbook.

Next,

I had received a camera from Alex. I can get the picture immediately and it is in pink and creamy colour. And it is quite big compare to the other camera.It costs about RM300+ and the film also costs very expensive. Each film is RM2.50. It costs about RM300+ and the film also costs very expensive. Each film is RM2.50. He bought it quietly and without let me knew about it. Seriously, I felt quite sorry because he spent a lot of money for buying my present. =(

So, THANK YOU….

He kept asked me when I wanted to write about him and camera on my blog ow…Now then I write lo… =)

Attention: wan to see pictures? Ll upload soon..

So stay tune~~~

I will upload them anytime as long the line is ok…><

U guys wont regret after seeing them…=)

Happy 8th months anniversary =)

sorry for so late to blog..

actually yesterday was our 8th months aniversary..

Thanks for my present....

thanks for helping me to do assigment.

thanks for your patience..

Thanks for everything ya..=)

Part 2 College Life~~

Finally i finished all my mid term tests....

But..

my final exam is coming soon...

TWO more weeks....

Exam exam exam...

Thanks god, all my results still can count as not bad... i m still quite satisfied with them...

BUt...my health....getting worst..

this 3 weeks,i just go to toilet not more than 10 times..---> Constipation

and start to bleed when i 'do cake'..

last night is the 4th times bleeding when i went to toilet..

seriously,it bleeds a lot....

i wan really shocked and scared...

i dont know how.... i already started to put zambuk at the lumen of the anus there but still no use for it...

felt very tired, and no one beside me, and i m not with my family...

whole night felt very painful and i cant slepy well..

eat panadol, keep praying, walking here and there...

struggled until 3 something,i just slept..

At last, this morning i went to see doctor..

Thanks God, through one of my church sister, i found a female doctor. She s an indian doctor.

There is an ulcer at my anus there...internally... that is because my faeces is too hard, and it scatches anus wall, and cause it bleeds..

haiz..if u are v close with u, u will know that i seldom drink water, eat fruits.. i always constipation.. This is the reason...

she asked me everyday must go toilet one time....she gave me antibiodic and medicine to stuck in the anus and put on the wound, and fibre...& i have to eat a lot of vegetables and fruit..

but what i scare is if i keep going,and the bleed cannot stop,what should i do..

she told me that if the faeces is soft,but still bleeding then have to go back and seal it up..

can u imagine...the wall of anus...

arrrr~~~~~

what should i do...

Now i just hope everything will be fine..and just follow what the doctor told me...

haiz....

Thank you & sorry..=)

Do u ever experience with your best friends or lover go through

From mountain to underwater...

& from winter to summer....? =)

sometimes it may not really from true journey from santubong mountain until under water,

just ever have a memorable or tough time with best friend,

Nice question,right?

lol....

if had experienced it,

i guess you guy will feel pleased...

i want say thank you to everyone that ever passby in my life..

no matter is my best friends or enemy or unfamiliar people or is my dearest..

& sorry if i ever hurt u...

because i do know how important of your guys...^^

Movie

Clash of The Titans

It s worth to watch...!!!! =)

been forced

Alex Chin Yee Peng!!

see..i gt write for u ho...

satisfy? hmph...