Finally i finished all my mid term tests....
But..
my final exam is coming soon...
TWO more weeks....
Exam exam exam...
Thanks god, all my results still can count as not bad... i m still quite satisfied with them...
BUt...my health....getting worst..
this 3 weeks,i just go to toilet not more than 10 times..---> Constipation
and start to bleed when i 'do cake'..
last night is the 4th times bleeding when i went to toilet..
seriously,it bleeds a lot....
i wan really shocked and scared...
i dont know how.... i already started to put zambuk at the lumen of the anus there but still no use for it...
felt very tired, and no one beside me, and i m not with my family...
whole night felt very painful and i cant slepy well..
eat panadol, keep praying, walking here and there...
struggled until 3 something,i just slept..
At last, this morning i went to see doctor..
Thanks God, through one of my church sister, i found a female doctor. She s an indian doctor.
There is an ulcer at my anus there...internally... that is because my faeces is too hard, and it scatches anus wall, and cause it bleeds..
haiz..if u are v close with u, u will know that i seldom drink water, eat fruits.. i always constipation.. This is the reason...
she asked me everyday must go toilet one time....she gave me antibiodic and medicine to stuck in the anus and put on the wound, and fibre...& i have to eat a lot of vegetables and fruit..
but what i scare is if i keep going,and the bleed cannot stop,what should i do..
she told me that if the faeces is soft,but still bleeding then have to go back and seal it up..
can u imagine...the wall of anus...
arrrr~~~~~
what should i do...
Now i just hope everything will be fine..and just follow what the doctor told me...
haiz....
