Everyone,

help me add oil ba..

i m decided to do revision and finish all my undone tutorials by next weeks...

& pray that i will be discipline..

This whole semester i only know about 50% of what lecturers had taught,

Sound bad, right?

ya, i know...><

To pursue one thing, i have to give up one thing,

i decided to give up choir,

i cant give commitment,

& i cant found any motivation to go anymore,

since i know that what is the first main purpose that i leave my hometown and came here for study..

I always hard to open my mouth and say this reason out,

i know they need help,

but,

now even myself also hard to save...

I had skip the practices a lot of times due to my academic stuff,

That day, i went for the practice, i started to see them had build up relationship among themselves, and i felt that they are getting further from me,

i think that is a good thing,

because after i go, they will blame me or what,

they even feel good!

At least i wont feel that i had disappointed them..