好想去我们都一直想去的地方...

都一直没有机会去

我们曾经说好的...

对不起，因为我的自私...

saturday

二零一二年二月十八日 结束

真的很舍不得

再见了！

After i went to a camp,

I started to realize that i never really understood what are my friends like to do or eat..

Always is my turn to talk,

I never listen to them,

I seldom care about them...

I seldom put my time on them...

I always busy on my own things,

& selfish, only think of the things which have advantages for myself...

Now,

I have to grow up...

& remember to GROW, BUILD & SERVE!

We can Grow, We will Build, We must Serve~!!! =)

Sometimes,

may feel there s a lot of things that i want to talk,

but

there s another sound from my heart

keep telling me that,

YOu! better be quiet~!!

It s better for u~!!!

Sooner or later my mouth will become smaller(i wish)

Today had happened the most funniest thing,

there's one girl from my hometown church,

She thought that I was born at 87,

Lol, do i look that old?

That s my brother's born year...

I was totally speechless..

BUt, is ok, at least i know that i am more mature..=S

But, I still want to clarify here,

I was born at year 1991,

officially 19.5 years old! (not yet birthday=D )

她...

开始不说话了...

她...

开始不知道自己要什么了...

她...

只知道下学期要做什么，和放弃什么...

她...

知道累，寂寞，就是达到目标代价...

她...

只想这么做...

虽知两个人或一群人总比一个人好...=)

一个人

慢慢地，开始了，习惯了，

一个人的感觉，

那天在学校餐厅，一个人时，

可以很清楚地听到

看到不同的鸟，

鸟鸣声，

水的声音，

风扇的转动声，

就连麻雀也跟我很近，

可以很清楚地看到他们的一举一动，

这种感觉真的很舒服，

不应在乎旁边的人这样看你...

也不会怕说错话伤到人，

很自在..

也许久了，

我也会习惯自己一个人，

也能享受... =)

Last night just celebrated pui ling and yee yang's birthday again..

although celebrate pui ling's birthday was my idea,

now not mine anymore..

maybe like that also better,

they ll more enjoy in it...^^

just they felt happy then that s enough..

I also had hurted them a lot...

Do this tiny stuff for them is just nothing..=)

i feel so tired no matter in physically or mentally,

I never felt happy,

i had forget how does a real smile looks like...

anything is start from negative..

now then,i started to emo and be quiet again,(awww, emo again! ><)

when a people smile,

doesnt mean that it has to be a real smile,

when a ppl smiling,

doesnt mean that she/he is really feel happy..

everything just too heavy for me to carry..

Dear Lord,

pls help me to remove all these abundant,

let me just live for u...

Through the celebration, i started to know what they like to eat,

is a good thing..

What Dr Tang told me

Learn to be more careful

Careful in every small detail,

Not just concentrate on the surface!

Train to be more careful and less Careless!

Then you can become a better person =)