一个人

慢慢地，开始了，习惯了，

一个人的感觉，

那天在学校餐厅，一个人时，

可以很清楚地听到

看到不同的鸟，

鸟鸣声，

水的声音，

风扇的转动声，

就连麻雀也跟我很近，

可以很清楚地看到他们的一举一动，

这种感觉真的很舒服，

不应在乎旁边的人这样看你...

也不会怕说错话伤到人，

很自在..

也许久了，

我也会习惯自己一个人，

也能享受... =)

Last night just celebrated pui ling and yee yang's birthday again..

although celebrate pui ling's birthday was my idea,

now not mine anymore..

maybe like that also better,

they ll more enjoy in it...^^

just they felt happy then that s enough..

I also had hurted them a lot...

Do this tiny stuff for them is just nothing..=)

i feel so tired no matter in physically or mentally,

I never felt happy,

i had forget how does a real smile looks like...

anything is start from negative..

now then,i started to emo and be quiet again,(awww, emo again! ><)

when a people smile,

doesnt mean that it has to be a real smile,

when a ppl smiling,

doesnt mean that she/he is really feel happy..

everything just too heavy for me to carry..

Dear Lord,

pls help me to remove all these abundant,

let me just live for u...

Through the celebration, i started to know what they like to eat,

is a good thing..

What Dr Tang told me

Learn to be more careful

Careful in every small detail,

Not just concentrate on the surface!

Train to be more careful and less Careless!

Then you can become a better person =)

Complicated feeling

Today i had some argument with him,

ya, i know u guys will said today was his birthday,

why?

and even if want to argue, why cant wait until tomorrow?

i know that 沉默是金...

But...it s already reached my limitation..

& i had done a bad thing,

even the church ppl celebrated birthday with him,

i didnt go,

ya, i very bad, i know...

after studying half of the long chapter...

a lot of plan didnt carried out, just everything telan into my stomach..

today i saw st thomas youth performance from facebook,

it was so creative,

and i m sure it needs alot of hard work and time~~

I really hoped that i had the chance to watch it,

i mean in live~~!! =)

today i still in a moody mode, cant even concentrate and focus on studies...

There s a long way to go,

I m just scared that i could not finished them in time...

*cough cough*

Dear immune system,

pls be stronger and fight with the mr cough's soldier..

I trust u~!

Happy birthday

Happy 20th birthd@y~~!!

This post is specially for u...

but i still wanted to ask u that,

today is the how many that we have been together?

hmph, now then just calculate!!

just now said me didnt pao milo for u,

never knew that where was the milo came from..

不感恩...=(

I think mostly this post is for me to scold u, not greeting u..

Good~~

Always didnt tell me things,

And hor...

put profile picture with other galsS..=P

AnywaY,

Enjoy ur big day~