Complicated feeling

Today i had some argument with him,

ya, i know u guys will said today was his birthday,

why?

and even if want to argue, why cant wait until tomorrow?

i know that 沉默是金...

But...it s already reached my limitation..

& i had done a bad thing,

even the church ppl celebrated birthday with him,

i didnt go,

ya, i very bad, i know...

after studying half of the long chapter...

a lot of plan didnt carried out, just everything telan into my stomach..

today i saw st thomas youth performance from facebook,

it was so creative,

and i m sure it needs alot of hard work and time~~

I really hoped that i had the chance to watch it,

i mean in live~~!! =)

today i still in a moody mode, cant even concentrate and focus on studies...

There s a long way to go,

I m just scared that i could not finished them in time...

*cough cough*

Dear immune system,

pls be stronger and fight with the mr cough's soldier..

I trust u~!